I miss..

a time when I was less likely to snap so easily, a time when I was less angry at everyone , a time when I was a more patient mother, a time when I didn't have to give myself a pep talk , just to go grocery shopping , I miss a time where I made getting dressed daily more of a priority, I miss a time where I didnt envy people for being happy or for not having the issues I do, I miss a time when I was kinder because I had less going on in my own life, I miss a time when I didn't have to be taken care of and a time when I was easy to get a long with, a miss a time when my anxiety was something I thought I had overcome...Mostly I just miss myself :(